Men have been dividing me into parts since I was 15. Ranking me into valuable and tolerable. As if they were looking for a ripe fruit in the produce department. Yes. No. Sure, if I can’t find something better. I don’t blame them. Playboy models are lit like a car. Tiny lights placed by “their ... VIEW POST
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You can hurt me
You can hurt me Just make it useful. I expect to be cracked open I am not looking for "easy." But please, Hurt me because you love me. Hurt me because there is something more. Not because you are afraid. #loveletter ... VIEW POST
Your distress is palpable.
Dear men, Your distress is palpable. I watch you look. For younger women. For pretty women. For more women. For varied sex. For ways to feel… when you are losing sensation, your erection, and your desire. I ache for you. But not as much as I long for you. I see the world. Distorting ... VIEW POST
Lover, I prepare for you by remembering to breathe. I continuously unclench my jaw. And feel.
Lover, I prepare for you by remembering to breathe. I continuously unclench my jaw. And feel. I wear French lacy bras, cashmere, and soft pajama pants. Fantasize about my lunch. The colors and textures and tastes of my food. I spend time embracing the parts of me that are unkempt. The wild dark ... VIEW POST
It has been unexpectedly painful being back in the USA.
It has been unexpectedly painful being back in the USA. But it wasn’t until today that I really understood why. I was comparing myself to a former version of myself. And I really liked that woman. She was precocious, business savvy, competent from success, and more socially acceptable. She was in ... VIEW POST
Some days are delicious in their softness. A new wine. A long cuddle with my furry cat. A hot spiced soup.
Some days are delicious in their softness. A new wine. A long cuddle with my furry cat. A hot spiced soup. I woke up contented after a late night with friends. Dinner started at 10pm. We ate slices of raw beef with capers. Twirled long noodles. And I sang “Happy Birthday” in Spanish with about ... VIEW POST
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